I miss blogging. (:

And I have tons of ideas for this blog. However, I just don't seem to have the time to actually update. There are also tons of things happening in my life as of the moment since I'm already a sophomore in college and some kind of a week from our first semester's final examinations.

But rest assured that I will find time. In due time. ;)) XD

I wasn’t entirely swept off my feet by this but I can truly say it had stirred some things deep within that are usually too deep to be even reached by anything, at all.

I found this thoroughly heartbreaking and I would have cried if I’m one of those who get moved so, so easily.

I have always imagined this, especially when I finally got around to reading the first book in the series, Twilight.

It seemed like one of the most probable probabilities out there as to why she was like that and he was like that although of course the facts in the novel rarely gave out bits that could actually make you end up with this solid conclusion.

Blame it to my imagination perhaps, since I was so much younger then, not just in physical or biological age, but more so in terms of, my mental age. I wouldn’t have used the word mental if only I have found something else, something that sounded better when you speak somehow out loud these things typed.

I felt like saying mental meant that I was somehow becoming delusional, coming up with these absurd hallucinations but finding out someone out there has written this is definite proof that I am still normal (our book in psychology defined hallucination as an illusion, a wrong perception, but under abnormal conditions such as when you’re under the influence of alcohol and drugs or when you’re physiological needs are not being catered to which are the most fundamental of all needs).

Eh, that’s it for now. I’ve just finished cutting my fingernails this morning and my fingers still hate it when I type (it kind of hurts, throbs) since I cut my nails as shorts as they can but I’ll have you know I’m really glad and I feel kind of awesome because even though I haven’t still gotten back my love for all sorts of reading and writing, I still got to let all of this out.

Good morning! So you see, I usually wake up early and today's definitely one of those exceptions to that somewhat rule. And no, it's not my birthday, I will be celebrating mines on the twelfth day of May. My mom's was yesterday and I sort of forgot it (blaming school for that disaster).

She had to almost tell me (since her dropping clues weren't really adding up in my mind correctly) just for something inside of me to snap and actually remember! To somewhat soothe me and my brain, I learned that other people in the house also forgot!

Only my uncle, her older brother, remembered (so that was why he bought ice cream last night and when I begged to haven a taste, swatted my hand from the freezer quickly)! Her aunt or her father's sister also forgot, and so did my brother! Good thing mom was ready to forgive and forget as usual.

Even though we knew we would already end up going home late if we do what we usually do when someone in the house as a birthday (except for her aunt of course, she complains about going outside of the house since her joints are always achy and stuff), they still waited for me at the mall near the school where mom works as a librarian (I could've went there straight from school but I forgot, we would have gone home earlier then).

We ended up having dinner at Pancake House (yummmmy), instead of Max's because there were too many people at Max's and mom hates crowded places (somewhat like me). I already forgot what we ordered 'cause I was so dead tired when we finally came home yesterday and slept at once after greeting mom again.

I've actually been wanting to update for a while since tons of things have have happened (such as, I've just donated my first bag of blood to the Philippine Red Cross, thanks to my being a cadet at the ROTC of the university I'm studying in) but there were always things that stopped me from doing so like school, stuff going on at home, and simply because there are just times that I didn't really feel like posting something then I forget about it or sometimes I'm at a loss for words.

Today will probably be very sentimental and memorable for me especially when I get older because I got to celebrate my very first Christmas party with my classmates slash blockmates at school. Just the planning part of it with my fellow class officers -- the president (me being the vice), the treasurer, and the secretary the day before and buying stuff that are gonna be prizes got me really, really excited.

I think that is probably because since I never really got to do this seriously, I mean, we didn't even plan games and raffles during high school, we just ate and exchanged gifts so yeah.

I'd like to think today was pretty successful though. I even kind of asked for feedback from my classmates just for the heck of it and they sincerely said that the party was a blast. Even though we really had a program set for the day which we prepared the day before as well, we actually lost it on the day itself, making me almost scared that it will become a huge flop!

We only had about three games and for food, we only prepared barbecue, roast chicken, rice, spaghetti, and fruit salad. I was also worrying that the food would not suffice, since of course there were boys and we all know how much boys eat, right? But in the end, we still had to give some of the food to the beggars outside school and some of us whose residences were near the school just took some home.

BTW, I guess I never told you guys but I am now a proud owner of a pink Samsung Champ. :D

I got the title from the lyrics of Straight to Your Heart by The Spin Room from The Dreams We Keep 'cause they're awesome like that, no seriously (although what I'm really listening to as of the moment is Doesn't Mean Anything by Alicia Keys).

And I'm saying that 'cause I have no idea what else to post for today besides the fact that my nose is still being a pain (it's been hurting since yesterday's episode of me crying my shit out in case you didn't know) and the fact that I've finally uploaded some crap at my deviant since I don't think I'll be going out of the house today except when I have to attend mass later in the afternoon with my mom and my brother if he feels like it.

I'm calling the stuff I uploaded at deviant crap because they are indeed crap and I'm supposed to actually upload more (I only got to upload around five I think) but my brother made an account there first and just so he can put something in his profile, he stole some pictures of our cats and kittens from my phone and uploaded it at his account. I've also uploaded a pic for my deviantID with me in my high school uniform and without my head.

I sure hope no one notices and makes a connection with the school though. By the way, you guys better fave my shit there if you have deviant accounts especially if you like the pic up there 'cause I seriously took it myself no matter how much it doesn't look like it does (and no stealing 'cause that just sucks).

Also, I am still not sure if I'll be able to go back to school on the tenth since I haven't enrolled yet and it doesn't look like we'll be having money anytime soon. And so, the future of me having a new phone whether one from Cherry Mobile or from Samsung still looks kind of blurry as well. ): Oh yeah, I also found out today that I'll be having classes again with this guy I'm trying to avoid during the last semester at school if ever I do go to school this second semester.

Aaaargh, tough luck.

I finally have my grades for college, first semester (yes, online, we don't have class cards much to my dismay since I've wanted to see one because everyone's been talking about it sometime during the first half of the past semester). Fortunately, I don't have a single 3 and I didn't fail any course as much as I was expecting to be signing up for biological science and math1 summer classes. Unfortunately, my mom was kind of disappointed when she saw my grades. If ever I do enroll for next semester, the pic below will be my schedule.


Mondays do suck after all, huh? (BTW, click the image for a better,
larger view just in case you didn't get how that works. Haha.)

So I thought today would be a lot harder and a lot more different than my two previous final examinations for this semester but as it turns out, it seems like my professors are just as lazy as we are students 'cause just like my exams in biological science or NS201 (NS201, not NS1 because there are tons of Natural Science courses you can take and biological science's code turned out to be 201, I'll be taking another natural science course next semester which is earth science and hopefully like all of my seniors are telling me, it'll be a hell lot easier than bio since bio almost took me to the freaking edge) and developmental reading or Eng105 (I'm also currently taking up Eng1 so all in all, I'm taking up 2 English courses, imagine that), they also gave us exams consisting of purely multiple choices with the exception of Philippine history since it also had an essay but when you think about it, the essay doesn't really matter (it just asks you 'bout your opinions and shit, I don't even know what got into my prof in that course that made her include that waste of time).

My mind's a jumbled mess of dates from history, equations from math and kinds of sacrifices from theology. Damn. Good thing I don't have exams tomorrow (but I do have one on Wednesday and it's at 7AM which is a double damn in my opinion). I absolutely advice you to click on the image above for a better view since I think it's a really nice image showing you my current stand regarding mathematics. It's from Missus Mosley of deviantART by the way.

That’s from my acquaintance who happens to be a girl and who also happens to be a schoolmate and batch mate of mine. It’s such a good thing that she doesn’t also happen to be my classmate because I don’t really like her personally period. I’m not listening to any song right now because the television’s currently turned on. I’m so jealous of my brother because he can play badminton while I don’t even know how.

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Now playing: Hale - Here Tonight
via FoxyTunes

“We don’t know why we all hang on to something we know we’re better off letting go, it’s like we’re scared to lose what we don't even have. Some of us say we’d rather have that than absolutely nothing but the truth is to have it half way is harder than not having it at all.”

One of my girl friends included that in her group message some days ago. I’m currently listening to Flo – Rida’s Low featuring T – Pain. I don’t have classes today because of the NCAE that is going to take place in our school’s high school building. BTW, my teacher in chemistry who also happens to be my class or section adviser chose my project proposal for my group for this year’s investigatory. I’m happy for that but not for the fact that she only gave me an 88 for my hard work.

I saw Fidel V. Ramos yesterday afternoon in school since he was paying us a visit and I was somehow thrilled to see someone as renowned as he is. He seem to be very talkative. By the way, here's a little update on the olympics straight from the manila bulletin: we still don't have a medal for pete's sake while China already has 35 all in all as of 1o:45 P. M., Thursday, fourteenth day of August. Got the image from TinyPic.

I had a pretty good day today except for the part where in my seat mate who is a boy kept on teasing me about cheating in my last exam for chem. I didn't even get to use it any way since we were caught. Yes, it's a we because we were three girls in our section caught in the act. Blah. BTW, I'm currently checking out what's new on line today. Several things actually caught my eye.

Things like the story behind the mystery of the black stuff on Kerri Walsh's shoulder and the new lay of Blogger's dashboard. It's kind of neat and the black stuff was just medical tape so yeah. One more thing, I ate good pesto today with some other members in the same high school club I'm currently in. Got the picture of the Olympian volleyball star from Yahoo! Sports.

My teacher in the English subject will be returning our written oratorical pieces later to be memorized by tomorrow afternoon. Oh and yeah, we were taught a new lesson yesterday in chemistry about nuclides.


I'm currently listening to As I Am. I'm not sure who sang it; I'm pretty sure it's either Miley Cyrus or Hannah Montana. LOL. The lyrics are pretty fine honestly. The image above is from Photobucket. :D

I’m just actually sneaking in to compose this post and every thing. I mean I have to update you guys of every thing, right? It’s the first day of examinations.


Please wish me the best of luck or I may just be better left dead some where over the freaky rainbow with the rest of the teletubbies. LOL. Currently listening to Cook { what’s David Cookin’? } right now. The image above is from Wikipedia.

Pep rally today; examinations tomorrow. Have to get ready; have to study. Kill me, kill me now. Stop, pause, repeat. Help me breathe and to stop cursing. I’m currently listening to Forever; forgetting who actually sang it.


Darn. Going psycho now; I’m going to take you there. It’s only you, me and the dance floor ever, ever, ever – forever on the dance floor. Yikes! The image above is from deviant art.

I’m currently listening to Chicosci’s Seven Black Roses. Me and my brother have no classes today so I got to wake up a little bit late than the usual – I actually woke up at around eight. Yeah, I consider that late enough – I’m not used to waking up as late as some time around 11 or some thing like others do.


My class mates are even proud of announcing to the world that they can even wake up at around one in the afternoon if only they were given the chance. That’s totally psycho in my point of view. The image above is from Yahoo! Images.

Daughtry will be in our country on Tuesday performing as a band at East wood. Gah! How I wish I can go. Rawr but I know I can’t because first off, I don’t have tickets and second, no one will accompany me. How sad, right? I know. By the way, we’ve got a pep rally in school next week but only the juniors and seniors in high school will be active.


So that means I’m participating! Yay and boo for my younger brother. Time to get my awesome red shirt, casual jeans and chuck taylors out! The image above is from Yahoo! Music.

So my brother and I got into a quarrel this morning. I really hope we can make it up to each other later. Wish me luck? Thank you so darn much! By the way, the seat work where in we had to summarize some stuff was sort of a piece of cake for me although it actually took me a couple of minutes to accomplish it.


Reading the book earlier at home was such a cool idea. I'd seriously better do that again. LOL. The animated banner showcased above is from Jade's graphic sanctuary. :)

Gee - we have physical education for almost two hours tomorrow! By the way, I am the assigned prayer leader today in my section. What's a prayer leader assigned to do, I hear you ask. Well, I am supposed to be in front of the whole class before and after each class and/or subject to lead my class mates in praying.

It's a tradition in my school to pray before and after each class. God, please help me. Still on a high with The Dark Knight. The awesome banner below is from Jade's graphic sanctuary. :)

Will be watching out for this guy later at the theater. You better do too or else he may give you that wickedly insane smile. LOL. By the way, another thing I'm keeping my eyes open for is today's integration at our school. Integrants include the freshmen and the new students in the upper year levels in our high school. Rest assured. I would try not to laugh at them while they are in those almost humiliating costumes so as not to give them the impression that I am mean. Me? Mean? No way. What do you think? Bwahaha. The animated banner showcased above is from Jade's graphic sanctuary.