Good morning! So you see, I usually wake up early and today's definitely one of those exceptions to that somewhat rule. And no, it's not my birthday, I will be celebrating mines on the twelfth day of May. My mom's was yesterday and I sort of forgot it (blaming school for that disaster).

She had to almost tell me (since her dropping clues weren't really adding up in my mind correctly) just for something inside of me to snap and actually remember! To somewhat soothe me and my brain, I learned that other people in the house also forgot!

Only my uncle, her older brother, remembered (so that was why he bought ice cream last night and when I begged to haven a taste, swatted my hand from the freezer quickly)! Her aunt or her father's sister also forgot, and so did my brother! Good thing mom was ready to forgive and forget as usual.

Even though we knew we would already end up going home late if we do what we usually do when someone in the house as a birthday (except for her aunt of course, she complains about going outside of the house since her joints are always achy and stuff), they still waited for me at the mall near the school where mom works as a librarian (I could've went there straight from school but I forgot, we would have gone home earlier then).

We ended up having dinner at Pancake House (yummmmy), instead of Max's because there were too many people at Max's and mom hates crowded places (somewhat like me). I already forgot what we ordered 'cause I was so dead tired when we finally came home yesterday and slept at once after greeting mom again.

I got the title from the lyrics of Straight to Your Heart by The Spin Room from The Dreams We Keep 'cause they're awesome like that, no seriously (although what I'm really listening to as of the moment is Doesn't Mean Anything by Alicia Keys).

And I'm saying that 'cause I have no idea what else to post for today besides the fact that my nose is still being a pain (it's been hurting since yesterday's episode of me crying my shit out in case you didn't know) and the fact that I've finally uploaded some crap at my deviant since I don't think I'll be going out of the house today except when I have to attend mass later in the afternoon with my mom and my brother if he feels like it.

I'm calling the stuff I uploaded at deviant crap because they are indeed crap and I'm supposed to actually upload more (I only got to upload around five I think) but my brother made an account there first and just so he can put something in his profile, he stole some pictures of our cats and kittens from my phone and uploaded it at his account. I've also uploaded a pic for my deviantID with me in my high school uniform and without my head.

I sure hope no one notices and makes a connection with the school though. By the way, you guys better fave my shit there if you have deviant accounts especially if you like the pic up there 'cause I seriously took it myself no matter how much it doesn't look like it does (and no stealing 'cause that just sucks).

Also, I am still not sure if I'll be able to go back to school on the tenth since I haven't enrolled yet and it doesn't look like we'll be having money anytime soon. And so, the future of me having a new phone whether one from Cherry Mobile or from Samsung still looks kind of blurry as well. ): Oh yeah, I also found out today that I'll be having classes again with this guy I'm trying to avoid during the last semester at school if ever I do go to school this second semester.

Aaaargh, tough luck.

I hate myself for letting myself cry again for something so stupid. I mean, I knew the reason was stupid but I couldn't fucking stop myself from letting the tears flow. Is it really worth it to cry because your brother won't let you use the shitting computer? And to think I'm supposed to be the one acting with more maturity since I'm the older one. ):

Anyways, Imma share to you something I got from Candy magazine. This was supposed to be written there with the underlined stuff as blank parts that I'm supposed to fill out. I'm doing it here instead because I love my magazine too much to not write on it. (There was also a box there wherein I could paste a drawing or pic of that guy I'm looking for. My guy's up there. He's pretty ideal I think although he's not exactly my crush anymore. Those were the days. Haha.)

I had nothing else to do but clean the house a little, stare at my bro until he threw some shit at me, and played a little with mom's phone just to piss her out as well since she thinks that's the reason why her load is disappearing (but seriously, it's just because she keeps on making this useless calls to almost everyone and you're probably wondering why I'm using hers and not mine, well, that's just plain because I left my phone at our classroom and have never recovered it since then although I've seriously tried so many times but to no avail).

I also ate and ate until I feel like I'm going to burst like how the chocolate thing burst into the wheat fields and poof! It became Koko Krunch! :D Ya know what, my classmate has another version of that and it's a lot more funnier than the original. My classmate says the real story behind Koko Krunch is that a huge farmer was sitting on this toilet bowl in something like a portalet (they're like comfort room portable cubicles in the middle of nowhere, like at construction sites, cemeteries during all saints' day, and at the beach).

This portalet's made of wood though not plastic 'cause I think that's how they roll in the province, in the middle of the wheat fields. So there he was, doing his thing and then, when he was trying to flush it, he had a hard time because there was just so many of his shit in the bowl and when he did finally get to flush it, it exploded instead into the wheat fields and poof! It became Koko Krunch. So now you know why Koko Krunch is just so delicious! (And then I asked that classmate of mine, why is there white Koko Krunch then? She just grinned at me and said, oh that's an entirely different story, my dear. I swear she must be crazy or something!)

Anywho, besides eating like there's no tomorrow, I also alternated between finishing crossword puzzles, where there's a list of words below and you've gotta find all of them in the box with jumbled letters and catching some zzz's like I've never caught any during the past days. There's also me scaring the shit out of our pets here at home, reading and re-reading my magazines, and of course listening to music, how much old they tend to be, I didn't care much, just so I can say I'm doing something, if nothing at all. Basically, I've been a lazy arse all day.

I had money, I just didn't want to go out. Why didn't I want to go out? Maybe because amongst my family and friends, I'm the only who has money as of the moment since they've all spent their shit during the past days and I don't really feel like being with freeloaders all day, treating them to shit ('cause that's seriously all I'm really treating them to if they're gonna be just freeloaders). So I admit I tend to be a freeloader sometimes but I swear I only become like it 'cause there are people out there who are actually, believe it or not, willing to be victims.

I've been busier today than all of the last days combined (starting Friday last week with the exception of Sunday since I was so tired after the events during that day, I almost slept in the clothes I wore out) I think since I worked again on our high school yearbook, after about five months of not working on it since everyone of us were too busy settling in with our respective colleges and universities, trying to survive our first semesters.

I also think (see, I've been thinking a lot more haha) that if we didn't have semestral break, we might have never worked on it. I've been working on it since this morning at around nine then I took a lunch break and worked a little more on it and tada! I was done.

Today is windier and rainier than usual since a typhoon is said to be passing by the country although classes aren't suspended yet officially (mom works at his school as the high school librarian), unfortunately for my brother and fortunately for me since I can hog the computer all I want.

Also, I got to insert a little bloghopping and realized that many of my friends online have either moved to tumblr, is more active at tumblr, deleted their blogs, are not updating their blogs anymore or have also started college and are therefore busier than the bees so I've deleted around five of the people who used to be in my blogroll. Image credit.

I've finally finished watching Deathnote (or Death Note, whichever you guys prefer) and I must say I'm pretty impressed with how things turned out, the plot of the story itself and such. And yes! I got to finish watching it first before my brother did! ^_^ For the next things I'm going to comment about, please be warned that they may be considered spoilers.

Raito does die but Lawliet goes ahead (yay for Light!) and I don't think Near really deserves much credit for catching Kira since in the first place, every single investigation, evidence and things in relation have been handed to him on a silver platter. Actually, he just bases all of his next moves on this things and what Mello will be doing. I still do think Ryuzaki is way better than he is. If only Kira wasn't Light, Yagami-kun would have still been the best successor to L.

I find it a shame as well that Teru Mikami did what he did because if not for that, Kira wouldn't have been caught and a new world, almost free of criminals and useless people would have been indeed created. I do also actually think Mello is better than Near, although I am siding with Near regarding being logical and whatnot, since he actually risked his life so many times in order to get to Kira first.

I do not like Misa Amane's character just as I don't like Near's and Mello's but I find Watari's very cool. It is also very much unfortunate that Yagami-san had to die like that and thank God, Light didn't have to write his sister's name in the Death Note. I feel very sad for her though because after being kidnapped and returned unharmed, maybe because of trauma, she becomes unresponsive to others and is unable to continue on with her life.

I like Ryuk very, very much but when I saw the trailer of the first movie made regarding Death Note, I have to admit he looks so much scarier in real life (haha). I haven't watched the full movie though, just some parts and the trailer. I didn't continue watching because I didn't really feel like the way I felt like towards watching the anime while watching the film. I found the image of the bookmarks at deviantART and I think I'd actually buy them if they existed.

So, I've been missing a lot of awesome foreign acts lately, namely Adam Lambert and John Mayer. I guess I'll just settle with watching a Ben10 marathon (including the movie to which, no actual offense meant, my friends say is a lot of crap) at my brother's favorite channel instead and maybe finally watch Death Note properly (since my bro only got the Japanese version with the small English subtitles which annoys him to death 'cause he has to pause every now and then to actually understand what's happening and which makes me smirk, just a little, due to the fact that it doesn't really give me a hard time even though I'm the one with the second set of eyes).