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Love is our Resistance.
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down.
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"She can’t express every feeling that she has every moment that she has them."
"He is her self inflicted pain, preposterous division, momentary bliss, blameworthy experience, poisonous religion and annoyance but he yet remains to be her happiness."



Chokes on words we said,
Echoes may fill this head.
Here is to the tragic past,
And the wounds we cast.

They have been saying that Jay-Z and Beyoncé Knowles are about to get married. Truth is, nobody’s sure because no one from each of the celebrities’ party would want to give anything away. But everything they’ve currently doing seems to be marital related. The latest event that paparazzi say will lead to a wedding is the gathering of some people close to the two such as friends and relatives especially Knowles’ at a party where no people from the media were invited. I’m not sure exactly but I think it was held at either Jay-Z’s or Beyoncé’s place. I wish them all the best! All of the songs Knowles had sung always got famous, I just hope that being married would not change a single bit with her. As for Jay-Z, I don’t remember much of the songs he might have popularized but I guess being with someone like Beyoncé is enough to be known everywhere. The picture is credited to Yahoo! Images.
currently listening to: I'm With You
by: Avril Lavigne
feeling: talkative!
So we now have one last option in my point of view which is Enchanted Kingdom, sort of like an amusement park which is so huge and famous, but I don't think that the class should go there too because everyone, I mean, maybe most of us know that Enchanted Kingdom is in the same town/province as our classmate's resort.
So, again, we can't go there if they want to get away from the outbreak since there had just been a chickenpox outbreak in our class which is somehow already spreading to our batchmates and to some kids in first year high school. And besides, I don't think that my mother will even allow me to go because it's so faaar away from home but idk also. It's because there will be transportation anyways to and from our destinations.
And I'm somehow in between. It's "I don't think I want to go" and "I so like want to go". I want to go because I don't want to feel left out, as in, everybody's talking about it the next day and I don't even know whay they are actually talking about because I was not there! And my some of my friends, although not exactly my group, will be there for sure so that's a big plus! I don't want to go because it's far away from home and I'm not sure about what will possibly happen to me if they leave me behind and I get lost!
Yes, I'm being negative but there are so many possibilities! I'm also scared that they might pursue the swimming option and that they might see me in a swimsuit! Just imagining the whole scene that might happen looks horrifying! I am soo faaat and uglyy, I just don't think I'll look good in one, even in a one-piece. But if they pursue that Enchanted Kingdom option, I'm scared that I might get stuck in scary rides when the operator sees something wrong with the machinery they used!
I'm also thinking that I might throw up when I'm up high in a ride and then I'll be soo embarrassed! I just wish that they would just decide to have the farewell party at the mall near our school so that I can easily get permission with or without a ride and I know I will be safe/hazard-free because I practically have know the place since I was in the first grade!
monday.
started typing to: You"re Crashing, But You're No Wave
by: Fall Out Boy
feeling: I love commenting on individual blog posts! (random)
Last friday and today, we have just taken our diagnostic tests for four subjects namely Intermediate Algebra (the kind/level/field of Mathematics for high school students in the second year level), Biology (the kind/level/field of Science assigned for high school students in the second year level), English, Filipino and Reading. Those were arranged in the specific order we took them. We finished Mathematics, Science, English & Filipino last Friday and have just finished the exam in/for Reading some minutes earlier today.
The schedule that we followed last Friday goes like this: Mathematics - Recess - Science - Lunch - English - Filipino (then we're dismissed). The examination today in/for Reading was taken after lunch. We regular classes earlier. We were dismissed after the last diagnostic test.
I was frustrated last Friday because I know I didn't do that good in/for the exams mentioned and I have to blame my dearest classmates mostly for that hideous fact! The first four subjects had four to five columns of small circles with a letter in them which you have to choose from. You have to shade that small circle if you think that it is the circle with the correct answer.
Most of my classmates finished the tests early so that they could make useless noise. The noise they started and continued to make was unbearable for me. I couldn't focus mostly and so had to guess for the answers in the last two to three columns.
It was so insensitive for them to do such thing and so unfair for me to be one of their victims but I know I do not even have the option to oppose their actions because I do know for a fact that I will be outnumbered and no one, even those who are my friends in the classroom, will even back me up.