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Love is our Resistance.
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down.



manila, philippines.
boring and worthless since 1993.
tons of music, a bit of everything else.


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Wednesday, October 29, 2014


I think I missed that combination a lot in the past months so much that I'm now apparently making up for it. UGH.

'til these hearts collide.
3:07:00 PM

So a really terrible thing has happened... one of my best life mentors had just succumbed to old age and sickness.

What's worse is he was also family, an uncle.

I seriously have no idea what to do or feel about it in the least since one of my closest grand-aunts just died earlier this year too.

May God bless his soul and may he have the eternal peaceful rest he deserves.

'til these hearts collide.
3:04:00 PM

Monday, October 27, 2014

I've been a terrible, terrible blogger and I don't think I can be sorry enough. What can I say? I've been stuck working for a job I didn't like and making up for that fact by using every inch of my free time having actual fun! There are lots of things coming up -- concerts for one thing (1975, Yellowcard, Vamps, 1D, rumored 5SOS yay!) and my licensure exam too so I'm going to gazillions more busy for sure. There's this thing I regularly update especially when I'm on work though since it's very quick so come follow me on Tumblr, yeah? I'm really hoping to see all of you lot there! It's a fun site if anything. I've been going soft on my music nowadays too and new harder and recommended music would absolutely be nice so drop me a line! I bloody well miss posting lengthy rant-y posts and whatnot but I'm sure to go back once we finally have internet at home. <3 xx Luwe

'til these hearts collide.
3:34:00 PM

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Maybe I should just kill myself.... Okay, kidding. I'm not in that stage of my life yet, and I guess I should have already graduated from that phase since I'm now older and whatever mature shit. :))

How the hell did I even pass up the chance to fucking see We Came as Romans, blessthefall, and August Burns Red last summer??!! Was I living under a rock??!!! I must have been living under one, I swear...

Ha! I'm so gonna make up for that shit by attending Summer Slam this April.... A Skylit Drive, Circa Survive, and As I Lay Dying... Here I come!!

Does anyone feel like the same way I do when I hear the intro parts of A Skylit Drive's If You Lived Here You'd Be Home and Bring Me the Horizon's Can You Feel My Heart?? Also... As I Lay Dying's Forever sure sounds a bit like a shorter BMTH songs, what with the screaming.. then the clean vocals.

Eh, I think I may just be listening too much to the bands that I've been having these weird feels lately whenever I hear their songs. Ha, insane, that's what it's turning out to be.

'til these hearts collide.
9:33:00 AM

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

We know the meanings of the songs on Selfish Machine and Collide with the Sky, but I really wish we knew the meanings of all the songs on A Flair for the Dramatic.
-- Pierce the Veil

I did not make that up I swear! :) I got it from confessionsfromtheselfish-ptv's Tumblr.

So I went to this huge-ass concert last week (16th, Saturday)...

It's been so long since I've been here and believe me, I've been wanting to... for a terribly long time. It's just that I didn't know which words to use.

Anyway, school's been awful as of late. I've been doing really horrible and if my mom knew, I think she'd die in a heartbeat, not expecting something as shitty from me.

I've been to a concert last 16th, Saturday, by Pierce the Veil and Sleeping with Sirens. It was fantastic, they almost filled the venue and we were able to get to the front. Hell, Tony Perry (the adorable turtle that he is) even gave me one of his to-die-for guitar picks.

They put on an amazing show and I just had to headbang and jump a lot that Jaime and Tony and I kept on locking eyes a lot because I was just so into it! I even kept on fist-bumping the air. Don't get me wrong of course -- Jesse Lawson, Justin Hills, Gabe Barham, Kellin Quinn and the Fuentes brothers were pretty awesome too.

Jaime and Tony just were my faves because... well, they noticed me I guess.

Today, I've been inspired to write actually because I've realized I seriously have to control my obsession with British music. I've been looking up bands and SURPRISE, SURPRISE... they turn out to be all British. I mean, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. I mean, I have always liked Muse... and yes, Oasis. But man, I feel like this already borderline or something. It ought to be, I think.

I've been looking up Bring Me The Horizon, You Me At Six, and Kids in Glass Houses.

First, Mexicans (Pierce the Veil).... Now, Brits. FUCKING SUE ME. I even despise my local music.

Also, I've recently found out I might slightly be sapiosexual. As in, I get attracted to intelligence and when it's used. UGH, THIS IS WHAT SCHOOL MAKES ME. I hate school. SO MUCH. But no, I haven't gotten to the point that I get aroused by intelligence, mind you (THANK GOD).

So yep, that's what pretty much been happening to my shits as of late.
Pity me, I tell you, and wish me the damned-est of luck. Ciaooooo~

'til these hearts collide.
11:59:00 AM

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

I'd like to watch LaGravanese's 2007 American drama film, P.S. I Love You, just to hear The Academy Is...'s Everything We Had again.

I just miss the band so fucking much. ):

I'll be with you wherever you go, through the eyes of a fly on the wall.

'til these hearts collide.
10:10:00 AM

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Seems like my friend and I have just caught the most welcome LEE PACE fever. :)) We watched one of his films, Possession (where he co-stars with Sarah Michelle Gellar, of Buffy the Vampire Slayer fame), yesterday afternoon, after our first batch of exams this year. He was so adorable (the way he feigned innocence at pretending) and amazing (he could go from a total angsty bad guy to a totally cute dork who loves carpentry and gardening).

What amazed me more was finding out he was also that kick-ass guy who played Garrett (a vampire on the Cullens' side) in 2012's 6th highest-grossing film, The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn - Part 2. Then I discover from Wikipedia that he is playing Thranduil, the Elvenking and the father of Legolas, in The Hobbit films (the first one, An Unexpected Journey, is already in theaters, but there will be two more -- The Desolation of Smaug and There and Back Again). ARGHH. He looks so good~!

5 Trivias:

Lee Pace turned 33, March 25 last year (WHO CARES THOUGH, RIGHT?)
He graduated from Juilliard with a Bachelor of Fine Arts degree.
He was in the TV seris, Pushing Daisies, as Ned.
His big break was when he played a transsexual role in Soldier's Girl.
You can catch him in the film, Lincoln, as well.

'til these hearts collide.
10:41:00 AM

Thursday, December 06, 2012

Nordstrom's Employee Handbook in 3 words: Use good judgment.

Jeunesse dorée: wealthy, fashionable young people. Think Gossip Girl.

'til these hearts collide.
1:48:00 PM