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Love is our Resistance.
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down.



manila, philippines.
boring and worthless since 1993.
tons of music, a bit of everything else.


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Blank 'til something comes up.


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Saturday, November 14, 2009

You don’t know what you’ve lost until you’ve lost. I’ve definitely lost a lot in life. I’ve lost someone I thought loved me. I’ve lost the chance to buy that one thing I know I will only be able to afford once. I’ve lost the opportunity to make my adviser proud. Just the same, you definitely can’t get back what you’ve lost. It’s like asking someone dead to come back.

He may come back but it won’t be the same. He may be cold, empty even but that’s because he knows himself that he already belongs somewhere else. I guess it’s that hard to forget what you’ve lost. You tend to dwell on it, think of what ifs and dream about the happiness it would’ve brought you if only you didn’t lose it. But it is an experience. It’s a mistake that helps you learn.

We had our annual opening of intramural(s) yesterday and sports fest today. Yesterday, I got to watch some teachers play basketball against parents with some classmates and although we didn't get to finish watching it because I had to attend the literature and grammar elimination for English week, we left while the teachers were leading by some points. Yes, it was a close fight obviously.

Concerning the elimination, I didn't get in for getting only seven correct answers out twenty items. I was even the lowest scorer but never mind, I knew it right there and then anyways. Today, even if I didn't see him the whole day, I still got to see him fortunately. He played a lot of games like the synchronized walking. I also saw him playing badminton in his free time. Stalker much, yeah.

It's just that I guess I just had too much free time (because even if I have enlisted myself on four games, we only got to play two, of which one is the synchronized walking and no, we didn't get to compete against his section and yes, we lost those two games) as well today that I didn't have any other choice but to look for some kind of entertainment and with one turn, he was there.


'til these hearts collide.
8:30:00 AM